When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don’t you remember?
Don’t you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don’t you remember?
Don’t you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don’t you remember?
Don’t you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again? 

denity:

Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing’s quite the same now
I just say your name now

Well its not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t want me back
You’re just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I’m just a phoney
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Its not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t need me back
You’re just the best I ever had

And it make take some time to patch me up inside
But I can’t take it so I runaway and hide
And I may find in time that you were always right
You’re always right

So you’ve sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I’m haunted

Its not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
I don’t want you back
You’re just the best I ever had

Best I ever had
Best I ever…. 

This song on repeat on iTunes for almost an hour now. =)) LSS again. 

—————

I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car,
And did it ever get you far
You've never seem so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard,
Do you know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Yeah, where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here are all your lies,
You can look me in the eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well hope it gives you hell

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song and you sing along oh you'll never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it will treat you well

LSS. Turning Tables by Adele.

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Close enough to start a war, 
All that I have is on the floor, 
God only knows what we’re fighting for, 
All that I say, you always say more, 

I can’t keep up with your turning tables, 
Under your thumb, I can’t breathe, 

So I won’t let you close enough to hurt me, 
No, I won’t ask you, you to just desert me, 
I cant give you what you think you gave me, 
It’s time to say goodbye to turning tables, 
To turning tables, 

Under hardest guise I see, ooh, 
Where love is lost, your ghost is found, 
I braved a hundred storms to leave you, 
As hard as you try, no, I will never be knocked down, 

I can’t keep up with your turning tables, 
Under your thumb, I can’t breathe, 

So I won’t let you close enough to hurt me, 

No, I won’t ask you, you to just desert me, 
I cant give you what you think you gave me, 
It’s time to say goodbye to turning tables, 
Turning tables, 

Next time I’ll be braver, 
I’ll be my own savior, 
When the thunder calls for me, 
Next time I’ll be braver, 
I’ll be my own savior, 
Standing on my own two feet, 

I won’t let you close enough to hurt me, 
No, I won’t ask you, you to just desert me, 
I can’t give you what you think you gave me, 
It’s time to say goodbye to turning tables, 
To turning tables, 
Turning tables, yeah, 
Turning, oh.

Away from this ship goin under
Just tryin to help out everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions keep makin a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right

Can I start again, with my fate again
Cause I can’t go back and endure this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes,
But if I get stronger and wiser, I’ll get through this

So I throw up my fists, throw a punch in the air,
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair
I’ll send down a wish and I’ll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care

Woot! The New Directions won Regionals! So happy! Plus Kurt and Blaine… Finally!!! =D Enjoy Loser Like Me  — a New Directions original song.

Oo na. Ako na ang nanonood ng Immortal. Lulz. Kahit na hindi kasing hot at kasing badass na vampire ni Mateo Rodriquez sina Eric Northman at Damon Salvatore at least di naman siya kasing fairy ni Edward Cullen. Okay no offense meant sa mga Twilight fans. =P Binasa ko rin naman ang Twilight Saga eh. And take note di ko lang minsan binasa ang buong Twilight Saga. Inulit-ulit ko pa. Heehee. So sa madaling salita naging fan rin naman ako ng vampire in shiny Volvo. Yun nga lang turn off ang pagka-sparkly niya at ang sobrang pagka-lovesick niya kay Bella naging suicidal tuloy siya. O siya, off topic na ko.

Anyway, I really love this Rico Blanco song. Kaiiba lang ang tunog. It’s somewhat haunting or whatever. So yeah enjoy! =)

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Muling Kakagat
Ang Hating Gabi
Magigising
Ang Panaginip
Bawat Mithing Naidlip
Daliang babangon

Kahit walang Sabihin
Maririnig Ang Damdamin
Maghihimagsik
na Dugo at Laman
Sa Ilalim ng Buwan

Muling Haplusin
APoy ng katawan
Marahang ipikit
Ang iyong kamalayan
Bawat patak ng dugo
Muling aalon

Kahit walang aminin
Madarama sa hangin
Ang Tibok ng Pusong
May Pagibig Ng
Higit Sa walang hanggan

Kahit walang Sabihin
Maririnig Ang Damdamin
Maghihimagsik
na Dugo at Laman
Sa Ilalim ng Buwan

Kahit walang aminin
Madarama sa hangin
Ang Tibok ng Pusong
May Pagibig Ng
Higit Sa walang hanggan

Hanggang

Maghihimagsik
na Dugo at Laman

This is a very sad and heartbreaking song.
So many questions left unanswered…

———

Don’t know what to do anymore
I’ve lost the only love worth fighting for
I’ll drown in my tear storming sea,
That would show you, that would make you hurt like me

All the same
I don’t want mudslinging games
It’s such a shame
To let you walk away

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?

Don’t know if our fate’s already sealed
This day’s spinning surface on a wheel
I’m ill with the thought of your kiss
Coffee laced intoxicating on her lips

Shut it out
I’ve got no claim on you now
Not allowed to wear your freedom down

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?

I’ll tear myself away
That is what you need
There is nothing left to say
But

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?
The day’s still ashes and wine
Or are we ashes?

I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don’t believe in
Cause I got time while she got freedom
Cause when a heart breaks no it don’t break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that’s gonna put her first
While I’m wide awake she’s no trouble sleeping
Cause when a heart breaks no it don’t break even, even no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re okay
I’m falling to pieces
I’m falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop me bleeding
Cause she moved on while I’m still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it dont break even, even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re okay
I’m falling to pieces
I’m falling to pieces
I’m falling to pieces
I’m falling to pieces

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I’m tryna make sence of what little remains
Cause you left me with no love, with no love to my name

I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don’t believe in
Cause I got time while she got freedom
Cause when a heart breaks no it don’t break
No it don’t break, no it dont break even, no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re okay
I’m falling to pieces
I’m falling to pieces
I’m falling to pieces
I’m falling to pieces
No it don’t break even, no
No it don’t break even, no
It don’t break even

Smile tho’ your heart is aching,
Smile even though it’s breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You’ll get by,

If you
Smile through your pain and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through- For you.

(Glee Cast Cover of Charlie Chaplin Song)

Smile. Sigh. I should do this more often.